worry no more ?

For the last two years, I've been complaining about my aching right upper back. It usually attacks in the afternoon and worst at bed time. My most comfortable sleeping position will be freefall position which I know will only lessen the pain. I've tried the soldier position thinking that lying flat on my back, having both of my shoulder parallel will take the pain away as I sleep but it only makes the feeling worst. So I just free-fall.. =)

I am expecting farewell.. goodbye.. resignation.. but pain just took a day off. Now it's keeping my afternoon always on a worrying mode. Thinking of the worst possible scenario freaks me out.

So I decided to see a doctor and I were advised to undergo chest x-ray and I immediately did. The technician told me that I may not be able to get the result that same day. It worries me. Seeing him looking at a machine generated x-ray, which I suppose is mine, made me think that he saw something on that x-ray. It worries me more.

What if there really is something wrong with my lungs or my heart? I remembered one time when I was to enter collegel, to have your medical done is one of the requirements. So I went to this public hospital to have my x-ray done. And when the result came, I was not that worried that time but my parents. I've been given medication for my lungs and heart which they found out have abnormalities. Since it is a public hospital, I've received not just a pack of medicine but a handful of it. But I don't remember taking any of those for my parents doesn't want me to. They said that it might be a mistake which we didn't find out anyway. Those times were like hearing a bad news, having doubt about it until all were forgotten. I've finished college, meaning we requested for another radiologic findings and we were given one.

The good thing is I didn't feel any pain after that. I could even breathe normally except when colds just starts to invade me. Such a misery for me. When it comes to health, there is one that fears me. Asthma - the return of the come back. It bid its goodbye even before I reach my 7 years of existence here. I was so lucky. They say if it didnt leave me that time, I'll suffer for the rest of my life. Now, it is just colds that makes me suffer. If there is a word worst that suffer, that is how colds affects me.

Back to where I was. =) The result was handed to me the next day and I didnt read the impression first. I read it carefully, from the first line up to the last one which is the impression. And I was glad with the result. :)

and here it goes:

Chest:
Both lung fields are essentially clear

Heart is normal in size

Diaphragm and sulci are intact (Wikipedia, Help!)

The osseous structures are unremarkable (huh?)

IMPRESSION:    ESSENTIALLY NORMAL CHEST

Yehhhhaaa!

I have no scoliosis!

I have no broken bones!

Just muscle pain like my doctor said before she advised me to undergo x-ray.

hihihi!

One thing is for sure, the radiologic findings way back in college is proven to be incorrect.

Worry free? but I have these damn colds again!