shadow

September 26th, 2005 by iyahthought

how deep will i swim
in your ocean of existence
embracing your undivided attention
until i drowned myself

how long will i search
in your overflowing words of acceptance
reality seems set on fire of lies
until i shut my eyes out

how far will i travel
on your road of endless maze
pieces of broken promises scattered
until my feet get wounded

how high will i fly
on your wide open mind
leaves of doubt had fallen
until my wings of love has gone

as weak as those rotten wood of hope
restless, cant wait that long
getting old, ugly and tired
now setting you free of this sHaDoW of love

this poem

September 26th, 2005 by iyahthought

In this crumpled paper i wrote
words i myself dont understand
as i hold my pen so tight
it loosen the knot of poetry inside

but the deeper i think of a piece
thoughts seem invisible inside
my mind’s tortured in pain
my hand’s starting to bleed

but still i will waste such precious ink
on this sheet flooded with blood and tears
though its hard to catch a sharp verse
i wont stop until it says a phrase

now i want is your heart to understand
those eyes to read such nonsense
the poem i myself dont own
but this paper and pen that mourn

t3ary-3y3d

September 26th, 2005 by iyahthought

ive seen the episode of Magandang Gabi bayan last saturday…
daming pumatak na luha sa pisngi….
mas lamang ang kaliwang pisngi and i have no scientific explanation why……

exec. clemency….
 one thing and one reason why i can say that for the first time,
ive been grateful to GMA (not the kapuso)

neweis, js wnt to share what ive been bz doing while in the middle of a seminar….
(kakaantok kc)
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Sept. 22, 2005 around 4:00 pm

water flows freely
in the ocean of existence
can feel the warmth of each drop
until drowned by the clearness of soul
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tears wiped by a lifeless touch
of hands without courage and hope
eyes that seek for rays of light
went blind when reality lit the road
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will i count the days & months & years?
will i not loosen the knot of hope?
will i cross the path once more and wait?
will i not ask for a sign to hold?

Sept. 23, 2005 around 11:00am

sometimes doubts are hard to keep
when in times blinded by fears
cant accept the reality at hand
for it darken the promise of heart
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love is the breath that i take
the strength of my soul
the courage of my will
———————
love creates chaos to peaceful mind

ZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzz………..

shiver

September 9th, 2005 by iyahthought

badtrip! lakas ulan! lakas din ng AC! nawiwiwi tuloy ako but i still have 10 minutes, sayang din.

nakakapangaligkig!

a frend txtd me last sunday askin for help… i dunno if trip lang nia un or wut

got worried, until now have no news from him.

tsk tsk! bahala k sa buhay mo!

shift of emotions

kinda bit surprising noh?!

its easy to shift emotions yet its hard to hide  ur pains

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wud u be ther to love me?

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hah! wat a question!

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badtrip tlagaH!