bucket... and the (sounds) like?

November 23rd, 2006 by iyahthought

if m goin to buy one in KFC, ilan kaya kaya ko kainin?

hmmmnn… nagugutom ako… mas magaling pa ung maramdaman ko gutom

sakit lang sa tiyan un… nagagamot ng isang kainan…

pero ung na nararamdaman ko… hah!

try ko kaya umorder minsan tas ako lang kakaen… hmmnn… ung may kasamang bbq chikhan… tas spagety… tas large dalandan juice? ang saya saya sobrah!

i shld have listnd to them…..

baka nmn kung mapanu ako if kumaen ako mag-isa…. magsama kaya ako tas umorder cia ng kanya kung gusto nia…. DAMOT MO IYAH!

now m feeling it again…. the pain

nagugutom tlga ako tas inaantok pa…. tsk tsk damn

bakit b kc ang hilig ko makinig sa music? yun tuloy muntik n nmn ako maluha

anu kaya pang-ulam samen ngaun? bili kaya ako ng isaw… ehw! dnt like nga pla to buy sa kung saan saan kc meron akong naaalala bout isaw… ehw tlga un! we have no idea kung anu kalagayan ng isaw b4 tau pumili ng sa paningin naten e okay…. buti nlang it happend ryt after i choose the ones that i wil buy that time…. hehehhe

galit na galit ako! cnu ba q sa akala nia? anu ba pgkakilala nia saken? bakit ganun cia? BAKIT?

sarap tlga kumaen sa KFC…(baka my magoffer saken to endorse their product…hehehe) lalo pat nde lang gutom nararamdaman ko….. kungdi pati

SAKIT D2!

ika labinsiam ng nobyembre '06

November 19th, 2006 by iyahthought

PDI headline: PACQUIAO HEAVILY FAVORED

(wut wud i expect the headlines on most newspapers and tabloids wud be? hah!)

Young Blood: nah! it’s rebel without a clue… asar!

"i won" : the winner says if there was (6 7 22 29 35 36)

peso equivalent:… no damn idea

Gospel: According to MARCUS chapter 13

fare: 17 pesos sumtyms with 50cents… minimum(7.50)… tryke(8 pesos)

8: computer #

mails: forwarded msgs… nothing personal

signs: none so far (coz i dunno which i wud consider as)

in mind: lots!

emotion: mixed

plans: none yet

ika labingsiam ng nobiembre anim na taon mula dalawanlibo

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salamat sa nakaalala =)

salamat sa tumawag =)

salamat sa ngtxt =)

salamat sa payo =)

salamat sa pang-unawa =)

salamat sa lahat!

patay tau jan

October 19th, 2006 by iyahthought

kung nakakatunaw lang tlaga ang titig…. lusaw na tong monitor na to kanina pa…

yeah… m back… will i redyoys or will i not?

almost two months… feeling ko 2 decades had passed

madami ngbago… lalo na saken… but i cnt escape from the past

there are times, they’re still haunting me

un ung nde maiiwasan…

changes:

cologne, bath soap, conditioner, password, songs, profile pix

add ons:

blush on, eye shadow

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kni kanina lang, nag-iba takbo ng senaryo… kala ko diretso lang pero bigla akong nahinto kc may nabasa akong isang paalala/babala… i dunno how will i take it, how my mind will… kelangan ko bng mag-iba ng way? pero sang direksyon kaya? kanan o kaliwa…

didiretso ako… bilis kong magdecide noh?! (changes)

i have to prove sumting… pero kung maging mali man ung hinala ko… ayus laang un… at least i tried… dnt wanna have regrets of not doing things lalo pa’t eto ung mga bagay na malimit magkintal ng ngiti sa king mga labi sa day day… nyt nyt… segusegundo, minuminuto, oras oras…. =)

nde nmn sa lahat ng pagkakataon.. kaya erase dapat ung segusegundo… kc malimit din ung pagkairita, pagtatampo, hinala, galit… para ngang olags minsan… galit ako pero after a wyl… parang alang nangyari… parang shonga… dapt galit ako pero nagiging nde… nakakalimut ako na dapt ganito ganyan… wirdo noh?! baliw… lukerz!

* sigh *

no one knows… dahil kung oo, di sana pnagtanong tanong ko ung malaking tanong na malimit sumiksik sa utak at isipan ko d b g?!

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ayoko ng umiyak bcoz of pain

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takot na kong masaktan ngunit ayoko rin nmng palaging dalawin ng isipin na palaging magtatanong "bakit kc di mo blah blah blah?! uv got nothin to lose!"

* sigh *

sana maintindihan ako at di nila isipin na ganun ako

masakit malaman na ganun tingin nila saken

nakakaiyak at nakakagalit kaya un!

* sigh *

break:

tagal nmn ni uset! lamig dto!

hello

August 28th, 2006 by iyahthought

sa aking masusugid na mambabasa…..

panu…. pansamantala muna akong mawawala sa circulacion ng blog…

alang katiyakan kung kelan ulit mamamayagpag aking wento na alang kawawaan…

basta, salamat sa lahat!

have to park my pen for a wyl…

mananahimik muna…

til wen? nde ko rin alam

salamat ulit…

hasta la proxima ves

sinking ship

August 22nd, 2006 by iyahthought

m not a good swimmer…

literally and not…

it’s already 7pm… and it’s raining outside… so damn cold…

kahit pa cguro naging alas sais or alas otso y media ang oras, la ung kaugnayan sa gusto kong isulat d2… i js tot of typing it for i expect that wut i wanted to post a few days ago will flow freely and my mind wud definitely untie the knot of thoughts inside ryt after that 3 dots…

ala pa rin… wa epek…

i wanted to ask questions… Ys… endless Ys… but m afraid of not getting any answer from the person who knw the answers to my Qs…

"sinking" yan ung pakiramdam ko ngaun… pakiramdam ng pagkatao ko and wut frytens me is the fact that i dunno how to swim on the ocean of someone’s existence… nothing to hold on to?… yan ung pilit kong iniiwasang isipin… "nothing" - a word i dunno wer it came from… (was it obvious that m shifting topic?)

m sinking… is it a sign of giving up?

or was it only bcoz i have nothing to hold on to?

sabihin mo nga sakin kung alin ung totoo sa nde… alin ung dapat kong pniwalaan at nde…

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the ship is sinking… group urselves into 2…

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now m drowning…

ang buhay nga naman

August 1st, 2006 by iyahthought

i pitied a boy the other day… i saw him on his bike carrying  a styrobox on his back… he is selling bread that morning… that rainy morning…

he doesnt have anything to shield himself from the drops of rain and i cant c any sign that for less half an hour, the rain wud stop dropping on his entire body…

on my way to the office, ive been thinking about that boy… that poor boy who is doing all that he can just to have something to eat… rain or shine…

i pitied him coz instead of attending school, he attends to their family’s needs…

i cud still picture what he luks like… raindrops constantly flowing on his cheek… i just hope he didnt get sick…

ala man lang nagpahiram ng payong sa lahat ng nadaanan nyang bahay na bumili sa kanya… tsk tsk tsk ang buhay nga nmn…