August 22nd, 2006 by iyahthought
m not a good swimmer…
literally and not…
it’s already 7pm… and it’s raining outside… so damn cold…
kahit pa cguro naging alas sais or alas otso y media ang oras, la ung kaugnayan sa gusto kong isulat d2… i js tot of typing it for i expect that wut i wanted to post a few days ago will flow freely and my mind wud definitely untie the knot of thoughts inside ryt after that 3 dots…
ala pa rin… wa epek…
i wanted to ask questions… Ys… endless Ys… but m afraid of not getting any answer from the person who knw the answers to my Qs…
"sinking" yan ung pakiramdam ko ngaun… pakiramdam ng pagkatao ko and wut frytens me is the fact that i dunno how to swim on the ocean of someone’s existence… nothing to hold on to?… yan ung pilit kong iniiwasang isipin… "nothing" - a word i dunno wer it came from… (was it obvious that m shifting topic?)
m sinking… is it a sign of giving up?
or was it only bcoz i have nothing to hold on to?
sabihin mo nga sakin kung alin ung totoo sa nde… alin ung dapat kong pniwalaan at nde…
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the ship is sinking… group urselves into 2…
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now m drowning…
