NANG UMAPAW ANG SALITA SA NAIINIP NA DIWA NA ALANG MAGAWA

January 26th, 2009 by iyahthought

…habang nakalugmok sa pwesto at naghihintay na may bumili sa subasta nung nakaraang taon, naisipan kong kumatha ng tula na mula sa kailaliman ng aking isipan na nung panahong yaon e okupado ng masasayang pangyayari sa aking buhay dito sa mundong maaaring malibot sa isang araw lang sa tulong ng imahinasyon…

Petsa: kaarawan ng aking utol na kasalukuyang nasa lupalop ng mga arabo

now everthing seems perfect
time is on my side
the wind goes along with me
the sun shines so bright

poem of mixed emotions
this heart had spilled out
weaved a story about us
just to end misery at once

thought everything has ended
not the way i want
until all come so sudden
and this heart beats again

first love never dies
it just rested for a while
i thought everything’s over
i’ve stopped dreaming & believing

i never really cared
if there will never be an us
for i know you will stay
until the end of days

and i’m right….

both of us failed

in this thing called love

but we have learned to forgive

and we moved on

those tears that were shed before
for pain has struck this heart
expectations, hopes and dreams
all went wrong but they are gone

and a deal was sealed…

try our luck in love
just between you and me
no promises for they suck
just enjoy the moment of love

and i cried…

oras na natapos: ala una bente sais ng hapon
lugar: sa dati pa ring pwesto, Orani Public Market, Bataan

what dreams are made of

January 14th, 2009 by iyahthought

How many times do humans dream? They say five (5) times. And as far as my dreams are concerned, or should i say my memory is concerned, 2 is the most that i can recall and that is just minutes right after i wake up. i always thought i only dream once a night. And it’s a cluttered dream. =)

Sometimes i do recall each of my dreams as days go by. Mostly if i bump into things semi-related to that dream. Don’t be surprised if u see me smiling while busy doing something or if i’m just sitting or standing or eating. Just like what i’m doing right now while sorting words on this blog. It’s a clear indication that i am…………………..

 CRAZY. lol. Just kidding. I just remember one dream of mine though it’s not that nice , i mean the ending isn’t good to be remembered. When i wake up this morning, i guess it’s around 5 AM which is a bit earlier than my cellphone’s alarm. I really forced myself to sleep even just for an hour. Hoping that i could still continue that dream. It stopped when i was crying and talking to a person about how i hate him for what he have done and for what i have found out. i really am hurting.

i failed though I woke up, i mean i got up around 6:30. I failed to change that dream. Confused and feeling weird for sometimes i could do change my dream into a dream that i want. A dream that my heart really wants.

They say our dream is reality in reverse. A wedding means death of a relative of the one who is getting married while Death means someone is about to get marry.

A friend of mine once said that if u dream about having kids and that you are with the one that you want to be with, it means that you want to settle down and have a family and kids of your own but you are just afraid to shift into a higher level of life.

hmmnn.. he is right about it.