personality

June 19th, 2005 by iyahthought

“It is not u underneath but wut u do that defines u” a line from d mouth of rachel in BATMAN BEGINS.

i was hurt. i didnt open it up to the person hu caused such. i js pause and think and reminisce. i asked myself  “does that really defines my personality?” “am i really like what she tot of me?” she really dont knw me that well. u cant blame me nor she cant if i am not sharing with her those stuffs that cud make me happy, things that defines my true personality. i havent cried in front of her. she’ll only gonna laugh at me and wud definitely say “Patay na Patay ka nmn”, “Naniwala ka nmn?”. hah! if only she knw what’s me underneath.

it all started while we are about to finish eating “LOMI”. she said that she cant create blog coz she dont want others to read stuffs that she’ll gonna write on it. i asked her ” have u read my diary?” then she said,”why wud i?, all that’s written on it wud be blah blah blah…i saw blah blah” “that’s ur personality!” i keep quiet afterwards. that’s not me for pete’s sake! nde ako ganun kababaw! sorry to those people who wrote that way. it’s ur minds desire to do so.

neweis, i cant deny the fact that most of what’s written on it are things that had made me smile, laugh, cry…..thoughts to remember, memories to cherish and to share. things that are nonsense to other perhaps. things that i can look and read back at jz in case that i failed to remember them. it scares me if someday i wont be remembering all that had happend to me. wag klang sana malimutan kung san ko tinago ung aking diary.

hay! PERSONALITY. a simple word with different meanings